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Some people are naturally athletic and skillful in sports.  Others have a high metabolism and never have to worry about their weight.  Unfortunately for some of us we aren't great at any sport and our metabolism is somewhere on par with a tree sloth's.  If you fall into the latter category as I do let me tell you there is hope.  I have always been large and had to deal with my weight.  The funny thing is I have always felt big but I have at least one picture where I know that I thought I was fat but really wasn't at all.  I suppose that says something about self-image.  My wife tried to get me to do several diets with her over the years and I just wasn't interested as I felt helpless and hopeless to do anything about my situation.  Can you relate to that?

For the last ten years I have been 278-289 pounds.  I started HRT eight months ago and that REALLY didn't help my weight at all.  I can say that it has helped my moodiness and anger and I feel better about being me.  So my weight is climbing and I noticed my clothes weren't fitting anymore.  The absolute worst thing for me was that it was getting extremely difficult to put on my socks and tie my shoes.  I looked like an elderly person trying to bend over and get the job done.  I felt terrible.  When I finally got up the nerve to step on a scale I was 306 pounds.  I got depressed and wanted to cry.  I watched that extreme makeover weight loss edition and there was this guy named Mike who was 495 pounds and way younger than me.  Well long story short he changed his life and lost the fat.  What clinched it for me was that he did a triathalon when he weighed 317 pounds.  I said to myself if this guy can run a triathalon at 317 pounds I can lose this weight that I have put on as well.

The latest thing my wife has been doing is a app on the phone called couch to five K.  It has a freeware version on the android market so I downloaded it and started using it.  The first few days I thought I would die.  My heart was racing and I was out of breath in no time at all.  I repeated day one several times before advancing to the next day and so on.  I am now running 25 minutes straight  and have lost 34 pounds since July 4th.  I have always hated exercise and thought running wasn't for me.  Let me tell you I was wrong.  I cut back on how much I was eating and cut out drinking any calories such as soda, juice ect.  I am not eating any special foods just things that I like.  I feel so much better and my outlook on life itself has changed.  I realized that I can be in good health at 44 years old and I know now that my lifestyle has been changed because of a little inspiration from someone else, but mainly because of my decision to do something about my own situation.   That is something we can apply to many areas of life.  If you dont like the way you are, look, feel, don't whine about it and blame others for your situation.  Get off your can and do something about it. 

The other day I took my newf, Bella to the dog park and my son was all the way on the far side of the field and it was time to go.  I decided to sprint as fast as I could run over to where he was and get him.  It felt so good to be able to just bust-ass run and not be out of breath.  I can run!  Today I run every single day in the morning before work.  It gives me time to think and process whatever is going on in my head.  I used to think runners were crazy as it couldn't possibly be fun.  I was totally wrong.  kevin

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Comment by Randi R. on September 3, 2012 at 8:43pm
Congrats on the weight loss so far. You will find that the longer you keep at it the more you will enjoy the time. I have been at it for well over 25 years, running, riding and swimming. The time to think and sort is as import to me as the physical exercise.

Keep building slowly so you don't injure yourself. Tey can be a real set back.
Comment by Lauren Elisabeth Tancyus on September 3, 2012 at 9:05pm

Good for you! I had gotten pretty heavy at one point and was prediabetic. I found that I didn't have to limit what I ate, but I had to limit the portions and not eat the things I enjoyed that were fattening or high in cholesterol as often as I used to, but I still enjoy them. I went from a size 22 to now where I wear a 6 or 8. It took some time, but I did it and I know you can too!

Comment by Allison Elizabeth on September 3, 2012 at 9:41pm

I too am prediabetic and EXTREMELY Undertall! (Even at 6'3"...I need to be about 9'16" to have my weight be acceptable) I have basically given up hope of EVER getting back into any kind of shape other than round. I started working on it about 6 months ago the injured my knee. It is somewhat better now but still rehabilitating so a lot of exercise is out right now. And the Prediabetic part leads my to have a voracious appetite. So I am stuck in a catch 22 right now. I am trying to get more exercise & walk some. I did get a nice paced (for me) 10 minute walk in today but as I write that, I am actually ashamed to admit that is all I was able to do. I would just like to be able to get from a size 864 to something approaching a regular 18 or, God forbid, could I even DREAM of someday getting into a size 16? I'm just depressing myself now. TTYL.

Comment by Karen Moate on September 3, 2012 at 10:22pm

Allison,

First it isn't a competition and you shouldn't compare yourself among others like that anyway.  You will always find fault with yourself by doing that.  Guess what I still have one hundred pounds to go.  I am going to get there barring any physical injury.  You actually sound just like I have before.  You do what you can where you are.  I have a tip that WILL save you expense on your diabetic supplies if you actually follow it.  My doctor has actually told me this.  If you are diabetic and you only cut wheat gluten out of your diet completely you will use half as much insulin just by oing that alone.  Read the book Wheat Bellies for more information.  I can't do it for you but you can turn it around and possibly get to a point where you can control your diabetes with mostly your diet.  If you actually care enough about yourself to do it you can.  Stop drinking regular soda or any other drinks with sugar in them if you haven't already.  You have to quit telling yourself what you can't do and do what you can.  Walking ten minutes is a great start.

Let me tell you this.  I work at a facility that takes care of elderly people and many of them would not have ended up there basically waiting to die if they had taken better care of themselves in their 40's 50's and sixties.  I have always been a person who made excuses not to exercise and now I realize how much time I have lost by just being lazy.  It takes 21 days of repeating an activity to develop a habit.  Push through and do what you can and you will get stronger.

Comment by Chelle Munroe on September 7, 2012 at 10:55am

Good for you. Congrats on the weight loss and your newfound enjoyment--running. Keep up the great work!

Comment by Karen Moate on September 17, 2012 at 7:22am

40 pounds down and feeling great physically!

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