Monday 18 July marked the start of my eighth week. I am overjoyed by most everyone reaction. The exception is the end of a life long love between a high school sweetheart and me. She has tied to understand and I pushed a few buttons, when I should not have. I will admit the problems are mine. She was kind and loving but did not want to live with women she, wants her man. I understand her needs. This is were I get mixed up myself. I want to be there for her. However, I have done all this before and my wants and desires are still unsatisfied. I am tore between the two worlds. Does this make sence to anyone else?
Sunday, I had my ear pierce (for the first time).