Ok, so I really don't write blogs and such, but here goes.
After years of waiting, I finally had the courage to go see a therapist to start this long journey and I'm at the point where I've been scheduled for blood work and such.
Now here is the problem: I live with my loving gf and her family of almost three years and we have a very good relationship and she supports my transition, however; she wants to get married and have kids with me before info this transition. She doesn't know about any of the medical stuff yet, because if I tell her, I'am afraid that I'll be thrown out of my current living condition and i can't jeopardize that because I have no where else to stay. I feel so
angry and trapped into playing some kind of tourture game.
I just don't know what to do :(
I don't want to throw away what I have right now with therapy and such.