It is gaining on two months since I was forced from my home and the divorce began. At first the survival instinct was in play and getting into a new place and moving and setting up kept me almost exhausted when coupled with work.
Still during this period the quiet times revealed just how lonely being alone can be. Inspite of the freedom of being alone and my attempts to connect, where I moved to seems incredibly short of transgendered folks.
Loneliness coupled with the pressures of the breakup of my marriage is slowly killing me. I have some great new experiences like finding THE hair stylist But small victories do not fill the void.
I have no choice but to either press on or just quit it altogether. The latter seems pretty extreme. But I know others know exactly what I am talking about.
To be central for work and taking care of my house until it is sold, I moved into Johnson City NY and without knowing a soul. I am reaching out through all the venues I can find. The local support group STGA I emailed for information and was ignored.
It would be so nice to meet a few transgenderd girls or other accepting souls. All of my real friends are in the Albany NY area and seeing them is difficult at times.
I wonder how long this will last.