Something new for me...Blogging

I don't know where to even start but here goes. I am a 52 year old Transgender woman. I have children that still do not know about me. That is why I have not transitioned further then I have. I have dealt with this for 40+ years and have had times when the desire to transition has been great. Right now this is one of those times. I have 2 very special people in my life. One of the Chloe S. has encouraged me to go back to therapy which I am sure I need. She is so wise to be as young as she is. I think God for her everyday. What a blessing she has become. Truly the sister I never had. Well from her encouragement I have reached out to a therapist here and will hopefully have my first appointment soon. This is dependent of my job situation as I was laid off early last month. At this time I am not sure where I will end up moving but it does not look good here. I have made a promise to myself that where ever I go I WILL start therapy again. I thought this might be a way of making myself more accountable if I wrote it down. I have been living full time since my layoff and it has been wonderful. I so have a desire, maybe stronger then ever, to go full time. Okay so here is a blog. I did it! Michelle