I try to stay strong every day, but at times it is hard. Example, my spouse just came over to me, hugged me and put her head in my neck and smelled. I was wearing Juicy Couture perfume and she asked me "am I ever going to see (my boy name) again?"
I just started to cry. Because I know that she loves me and accepts me as Michelle, but I know that shes heart broken inside. She said that it is hard because her husband is dying. And it kills me inside that I'm bringing her pain. I told her that I will leave her if she wants although it will kill me and she says no, don't leave. She asked if she can just see me as a boy in public sometime. IDK I feel that part of me is dead. But, I dont want to hurt her either.
I need girlfriend advice please
Michelle In Texas