Over the last few months I have been experiencing extreme fatigue depression and absolutely no sex drive. I feared I already knew the cause and sure enough tests at the doctor confirmed my fears. Extremely low testosterone. That created a really big delema for me. As a transgender woman I can't stand the thought of being forced to take the very hormone I dispize. But in order to feel good again I have began taking hormone injections and pills my dr. Has prescribed. You can guess how this affects my mental state. My anxiety about it is through the roof. But as I have to live as a man in my current situation, I have no choice. Why does everything have to be so complicated?!! I feel like I am taking poison. Poision the the me I long to be. I know I am probobly overeacting and being rediculous, but I just need to vent. Thanks for listening.