"We are One"
Odd thoughts, and today's question..
I rewrote my first two entries here. Not that i think anyone will go back and read them, but I honestly think they were so badly done, my point was muddled and invisible, and I didn't want to leave them on record like that.
Writing is something i do a lot of. I live at forums. I'm at home all day (disabled) so it's a good thing i like to write actually.
Confronting my condition -finally doing something about my sex- is making me feel bad so far. It makes me realize I'm a birth defect, and about to go through a couple or more years of being treated worse than usual. But I will get through this. I will not retreat.
I had a 14 year anniversary on January 9 (have not drank in that long). It's a big deal to me. And that's a long time.
These are just odd thoughts...well, hopefully not "odd" odd, but (ok that's enough talking like Hank Kimball 0_o ).
I got a little bonus (money) recently and bought a flat screen TV and some furniture. I'm so happy about that!
It is finally winter now, here in Massachusetts. It was warm until yesterday. Now it's a little more normal for our area.
Aaaand that's about it for today. *goes to make a hot chocolate*
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Now here is a question for you: If you were an animal, which kind would you be, and why?
My answer to that may be a bit pervy, I don't know, but I really like cats. They're independent yet loving. And they have a nice soft life, so I always Imagined I'd like to come back as a cat, I figured with a young woman as my human companion, and she'd pet me and let me purr and sleep on her lap, and I'd probably like that. *meow*
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Comment by Marsha M. Marsha on January 16, 2012 at 12:36pm -
I heard about Winter. My mom, who lives bout 30 minutes north of you, said she had 3" of snow on the ground Sunday.
I always loved penguins ( I have a penguin coffee mug on my desk at work) and I suppose it represented the fact they are birds who are looked down (literally) upon by other birds because they can't fly. Well, like Steve Tyler could confess to, last Summer I got my wings and I learned to fly. But I still like penguins.
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Comment by Annette Brunette on January 16, 2012 at 10:55pm -
Squirrel. One of my closest friends is a chipmunk. She's a gg who I lived with for a few years back in the 90's. She used to buy me lingerie and was very supportive of my lifestyle. We still keep in contact today.
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Comment by Misha on January 17, 2012 at 3:37pm -
Jill, are you going to First Event TG conference in Peabody?? I ma headed there Friday from Portsmouth NH area.
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Comment by Jill Ellen Jaymees on January 17, 2012 at 4:00pm -
Not this year. I do know a couple people who will be attending though, from Worcester. There's Caroline, who has an account here (I don't know her last name! XD ) but she's a moderator for Sisters of Worcester. If you run into her tell her you saw "Ellen" (I don't always go by "Jill") ...
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Comment by Bobbi Lombardo on January 17, 2012 at 5:49pm -
It's not a defect, it is an adaptaion! I sometimes wonder if we are not the first wave of natures battle against over population. Like so many other animals that change sex due to enviromental nessesity, perhaps that is we! Just a wierd thought. I am not a defect and neither are you1 It really matters not one whit why we are what we are. I am just happy I finally made my peace with it and now I am just me trying to live my life and so are you! (Trying to live your's, not mine. Oh, I give up, you know what I mean).
Namaste
And I do really recognize the devine in you and everyone else!
Bobbi
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Comment by Jill Ellen Jaymees on January 17, 2012 at 8:03pm
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I loved every answer here. Thank you all for taking the time :)
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