thanks for the people that i have meet so far in chat.
Feels so good to find something that makes me feel that im not alone.
To start off, ive always known that ive been different since i was a kid. Having a crappy step dad threw out my childhood made me suppress what i really felt inside. He would call me names like girl gay fag stuff like that it hurt because i knew i was not gay, but i knew i was a girl on the inside. At age 6 i realized this but really couldn't express how i felt, because it would be a really hard childhood. I 've had experiences with dressing as a girl threw out my childhood, and they were in secret. I finally grew up like any normal boy, but in the back of my mind i know that i was different. Just to fit in i learned to be a boy, and did boy things.
I remember laying in bed an night wishing i would wake up as a girl, course it never happen, wishful thinking. I eventually got married to a girl that i loved, then she left me for a stupid reason. The divorce gave me time to think about the type of person that i was. And now im trying to embrace what i have always felt my whole life, to be a girl.
Im seeking out any possible support group online and offline. Learning lots and hope to transition as soon as i can. Im far from HRT and SRS, but working on stuff. I know this is going to be a long road, but looking forward to whats to come.
"I understand Women and Men, because I've been there at the same time."