Sorry for the revision introduction v4 now:
Hi, for the past months I have been in self discovery about me and who am I, as it was a question I have had since I was young. So I am here now because inside I feel as a woman that needs to come out, never clicked until recently about the gender issues I have had for the longest time in my life as it started when I was very young.
Brief history about me: I am a cancer survivor since 2003, I had non-Hodgkin lymphoma that was spread throughout the whole body. I have been through the toughest of situations in life, I was once married to a woman who was a bad apple from the start. Alot of bad business relations with various business partners. As my therapist would put it, I am a nice person with a good and awesome heart. as I would. I had a lot of people in my life according to my therapist that see how nice of a guy I can be and able take advantage of my kindness.
Hobbies include: I love to travel, and take part in adventuring around different city's or even lands. I also enjoy drifting (tokyo drift) as it was one of my many new hobbies I have picked up since the divorce, I also have a compassion for computers as it's also my career.
I always seen if you don't like something in life, then change it. That is what I have done when I bought a rare car that came with an automatic when I wanted it to be a 5 speed manual. So I didn't like the automatic and made it a 5 speed manual. That is how I see life if you don't like something change it, life is too short to ignore what you don't want.