This past month has brought both a lot of forward movement with my gender trek as well as some set backs. My wife has agreed to allow me some everyday expression of my femininity by wearing woman's jeans and blouses at home all the time yet this huge step on her part has been met by me pushing for even more than she is ready to accept without first adjusting to the current change. Is this something we all do get a little and then expect everything all at once while ignoring how much our partner is hurting and trying out of their great love for us. I have been trying awful hard to back off and it does seem as though I am a little but just not enough to not be overwhelming on her.
I love my wife more than anything and hope that I can manage not to run her off there is no one I want to have with me than her during all of this experimentation and change. She makes me so happy just being around her.
Anyways I just wanted to put my thoughts in writing to make them more real and be able to come back and remind myself to slow down and allow her to come to grips with my gender issues on her own time table.
Love You Princess.