More than you ever wanted to know about me

  I want you girls to know me. So here it is. I live a fairly comfortable life with my wife if 17 years and our two children. I am proud of our long marrige. The more time that goes by I learn to love them even more. I love music of all types though I get hung up on the 80's. I sing every day. I am an artist (though it is just for my recreation.) I have a long time addiction to video games. I am quiet and love time to myself. I get stressed and overwhelmed easily. I have a lot of love to give but have difficulty showing it. I am soft and gentile. I love to be acknowleged for a job well done. Unfortunately I drink to much(self medication) I love the water. ( Ocean, lakes, boats ect. ) I like to snow ski or skate. I hate to be hot  (it makes me really cranky) I feel inadiquate most of the time. I absolutely love my 3rd shift job. I work hard and give it all I have and then some. but at times I like to be lazy. Sometimes I am afraid of living. I strugle with my weight. I like to cook. I know a little about a lot of things. (Just enough to be dangerous) I don't consider myself to be very smart. I love animals for their unconditional love. I am afraid of heights. I only want to be loved for who I am. And i am a struggling Transgender person. I really want to get to know all of you and build some lifetime friendships.