It's days like this that just confirms I wouldn't make it a week by myself. My EJ is going to be gone for a day or so for training and I am left with the kids until her return. The work day isn't even over yet and I'm starting to feel the sadness and anxiety building up inside me...and this is only for one day!!! I hate how sad it makes me to be alone because I wish I could be more independent but at the same time it strengthens my resolve that I do need Elaina in my life. I just hope these next few days go by quickly.