How do I even start?
Suddenly single after a 20 year relationship/marriage, like everybody else I've gone through many stages - Hurt, depression, denial etc.
Ive been told all my I should have been a girl, from a picture of me in a christening dress to ex wives/girlfriends commenting on my personality. I even dressed at the insistence of a roommates girlfriend one Halloween (what fun I had). I even had a boss who took me aside and told me i'd make a great looking woman.
Oh sure i tried on the occasional pair of panties but i had to much fun with guy things - Hunting, Fast cars, football, Drinking beer and much much more.
But fate works in funny ways, one day while on a walk something pink on the side of the road caught my eye, a pair of pink thongs (actually two) i whisked them into my pocket and headed home. After washing them i tried them on, size 6 fit like a glove and so it started for real.
Now i knew my pantie size so i bought a pack of hanes nylon high cuts a Kmart. With newfound confidence i bought more, bras, makeup at Sally dresses at a resale shop (under the pretense of going girl for Halloween.
So I'm in the process of developing Penni, Look, voice, mannerisms, etc.