Today is Oct 28-09. Yesterday, my wife gave me an ultimatum regarding my gender issues. She has brought our kids (both boys aged 15 & 17) into it and has upset them greatly. She did not explain to them why, but told them she was going to break up the family. Both of them started crying and this started me crying as well. So I told her, she wins. I will not be encouraging my feminine side any longer, because I can not bear to see my kids upset. I am now feeling very bad and will not be coming here as much as I used to. Mostly because I no longer have the energy. So if any of you message me or comment and I don't reply, it is not because I'm ignoring you. I may pop in once in a while, but I don't know for sure. So thank you all for your support. I will always think of you.