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i really messed up i am afraid. When i joined here a while ago i intended to visit here a lot but over that time i tried to run from who i am several times and stopped visiting her. Six months ago i finally began my journey seeing a therapist, mapping out my transition (dates for things to happen etc.) i even determined that not only would i have to leave Georgia at least this part of Georgia to transition but where I would move to next June (Connecticut).

My family has told m that when i transition i will them all. They told me i am a pervert and am going to hell. i hurt soo much for them..and for me. i will lose my career as an educator and am not sure what i will find or if i will find a job up north......but have to be me......no mattter what the cost is.

Before i quit visiting here i had developed some very wonderful friends. i tried to reconnect several times in the last 6 months but sadly have not been able to. i wonder if anyone here would mind being my friend.

Sincerely,
Kimberlyann Marie Ewing (Kimmi)

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Comment by Allison Elizabeth on September 3, 2012 at 10:34am

Hi Kimmi.

I know a LITTLE of what you are going through. I live in a small Ga town myself but I am still deep in the closet. I KNOW what will happen if the general public found out about me wanting to be a woman. Anytime you need a "shoulder to cry on" so to speak, just drop me a line. I promise to reply as soon as I can.

Allison

Comment by Emily Kathryn Burtz on September 3, 2012 at 3:36pm
Northeast GA myself. It's not a good place to be in our situation. My family, thankfully, has been really terrific about the whole thing, but the locals in general are just very behind in the times.

Feel free to message if you want to talk, I'm looking with someone to connect with as well, I'm just pretty shy l

-Em
Comment by Erin Detty on September 3, 2012 at 5:56pm

If there is anything I can help with just let me know, I'm always willing to be a friend if its really what a person wants. 

Comment by Kimberlyannofgeorgia on September 3, 2012 at 6:01pm

Erin if you could be my friend i would be so grateful.

Comment by Erin Detty on September 3, 2012 at 6:18pm

Never a problem:)

Comment by Jenn on September 3, 2012 at 7:29pm

Kimmi, you have a ton of friends here.  Don't let go.  you need us as much as we need you.  

Your family needs educating.  Would they reject you if you were diagnosed with cancer or if you were autistic?  You are definitely not a pervert.  They may or may not be educable but it is worth a try.  Lynn Conway's web sites contain so much good information on what it means to be TG and the successful lives that TG women have made for themselves.  You need to read her website end to end then go after your family one by one.  

Go slow.  Try not to burn any more bridges than necessary.  Capitalize on what you have already achieved in life and build on it as you transition.  You may have to move.  You may have to change jobs but at the very least build a supportive network around you so that you will not fail.  

Hugs dear girl, Jennifer

Comment by Lauren Elisabeth Tancyus on September 3, 2012 at 9:10pm

Hey Kimmi, I'll be in Atlanta in two weeks for Southern Comfort conference at the Crowne Rivenia in Perimeter. If you would like to join me for lunch or dinner, I'd be delighted to have your company. I'll be there from the evening of the 17th to the morning of the 23rd. Let me know if you can make it! I know the fear you are going through.

hugs, Sherri

Comment by Holly Muczynski on September 4, 2012 at 9:42am

I may not live near you, or ever end up meeting you in person, but if you ever need some one to chat with, i am here for you. You are among plenty of friends here !!

Comment by Chelle Munroe on September 5, 2012 at 5:09pm

I don't live in Conn. but will be more than glad to be your friend. I hope all will work out for you and although the TS family may not exactly be the same as your biological family, we are here as a united family with understanding, compassion and acceptance.

Comment by Traci Burrell on December 30, 2012 at 11:20pm

Hi Kim, I can be a friend. Have we met? I know a few Kims but none I know match your profile picture. Also, as one of the loudest, tallest, most outgoing Ts in the south, a lot of people have heard of/seen me without the opposite being true. Do I know you from SAGE, Ana Lisa's group, or the kink community? 

Hugs, 

Traci

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