i really messed up i am afraid. When i joined here a while ago i intended to visit here a lot but over that time i tried to run from who i am several times and stopped visiting her. Six months ago i finally began my journey seeing a therapist, mapping out my transition (dates for things to happen etc.) i even determined that not only would i have to leave Georgia at least this part of Georgia to transition but where I would move to next June (Connecticut).
My family has told m that when i transition i will them all. They told me i am a pervert and am going to hell. i hurt soo much for them..and for me. i will lose my career as an educator and am not sure what i will find or if i will find a job up north......but have to be me......no mattter what the cost is.
Before i quit visiting here i had developed some very wonderful friends. i tried to reconnect several times in the last 6 months but sadly have not been able to. i wonder if anyone here would mind being my friend.
Kimberlyann Marie Ewing (Kimmi)