Today is Sunday, December 11, 2011. It's our anniversary, 29 yrs today. I love my wife more than I can imagine. I just have these wants to dress and present myself as sexy, womanly and as fem as one can be. The other day my wonderful wife asked what I would like for Christmas. I put the obvious on top, an I-pad 2. Then I put jewerly, clothes that she would be comfortable in seeing me in to go out shopping as girlfriends, shoes, boots, hobo bag purse, and for use to enjoy a pedicure togther with her picking out our colors. Then maybe lunch if she is still comfortable with how our day is going. I don't want her to be uncomfortable, i want her to show she can be supportive. If she can not, I will except how she feels.
If she knew I have been out before I think she'd be accepting. I usually am able to go out when I travel and when she is out of town, too. I have no desire to be with anyone else but her. If things would go south with us I am sure I'd want to have another woman in my life. At this time men just don't do anything for me. When I'm able to get out I loe to shop and have a martini while sitting pretty and content. Content is the key word here. I am me, I am Monica, pretty, sexy 52 year old woman who enjoys the things other woman enjoy.
So this holiday season I'd love to share more of myself and Monica with my wife. Years ago she and I would dress me a couple times week. We were so relaxed and was able to forget any problems either of us had. She had a girlfriend and so did I who was able to be each others best friend in another setting. We never left our home, but we did many things as 2 lovely women. Watched TV, cooked, cleaned, you know the things all of us women have to endure. It all felt so natural to me, I love it. I can't wait to be able share with her once again. Hopefully the time is right and she will be getting Monica some wonderful presents this Christmas. If not I won't be dissappointed, just a little sad, but it will be a way for us to start a new relationship with Monica and herself.
Merry Christmas to everyone my friends,