First off i would like to say I am so proud to be a member of Pink Essence!
Whether this is your first step to finding your true self, or if you are post-op, I have the utmost love and respect for ALL of you!!!!
Self acceptance and loving yourself is the most important thing in any persons life!!
So a little about me.....I'm a 37yr old XXY male with Klinefelters Syndrome.
I was diagnosed at age 15 and my first Dr was a COMPLETE IDIOT!! (Not to sound negative, but he was a nightmare!)
So my first Dr prescribed me T and instead of SLOWLY raising the dose, he raised it weekly.
Giving me, a fifteen year old kid a rollercoaster ride of emotions, eventually making me very suicidal.
After switching doctors things became a little bit easier.
I always knew I wasn't like "other boys", I never felt that alpha male mentality. I was always very sensitive, and never really felt like I fit in when I was young. Also I had severe learning disabilities that the teachers just referred to as me "not willing to try hard enough".
Those disabilities are with me to this day.
After getting on T I began puberty. I knew my thoughts, feelings and fantasies were not among societies version of normal. So I put up this huge wall and became the extra tough guy. Standing 6'8" and 265lbs everyone automatically saw me as the "cocky alpha male" at first glance anyway.
So to me it was easier to be that guy, than to try and figure out the real me.
Over the years I grew out of "pretending" and its taken a long time to figure myself out. I don't believe I've completely figured out who I am, but I am much more comfortable with just being "me".
So after helping out many friends and acquaintances by being so in touch with my feelings and being able to relate to others easily, I decided to use my natural ability to help others full-time.
So I started my own company called XXY Consulting and became a holistic relationship and self identity consultant.
I know this is my lifes calling and it is an amazing feeling when someone asks me if I'm an angel? Or tells me that they should clone me...Hehe.
So honestly, I just want people to experience love and eternal happiness....
Love and many Hugz,