Well I finally went out, “out” with my family the other day! I found it to be so liberating and so frightening at the same time! I was surprised of how self conscious I was; I assume that this will subside as the more comfortable I get with it.
I am getting to the point that I really notice a difference in me when I am dressed and when I’m not. My wife notices too, she mentioned how sad I looked on Saturday after changing to male mode to go run some errands.
It is getting so hard to contain “Elaina” and I don’t really want too, every single chance I get I am dressed, I really believe it is only a matter of time before it is permanent. And the prospect of that really excites me!!!
So anyway, that was my excitement for the weekend lol.