So this is an update from my previous blog.
As of July I will finally be starting HRT. Thank god, however; a sense of both excitement and fear wash over me.
Excited to finally be able to start the meds I need and scared about the other things.
I live with my gf, her Mother and Sister. What scares me is how my gf wants her family before I do this and if I go through with it, I'll be left to live in my car or whatever. Although my doctor told me yesterday I should bring her in next time and have him talk to her about IVF, and maybe persuade her in going through it.
I'm also scared of one thing that I think most of us girls always fear and that is with blending well into society. When I see myself in the mirror everyday, I look myself and get the thoughts that there is no way I could ever pass for female. Just look at me.
Granted I have seen some amazing before/after photos here from girls here and YouTube.
My question is, how do you get over the fear?