I'm new to this, so please bear with me. When I say new, I mean this blogging thing. I've been a cross dresser since as long as I can remember. Lately I've been doing it a lot more, seeking out help on line, which is how I found PE. I bought my first wig and experimenting with makeup, as you can see. I've gone for weeks and sometimes months without the urge to dress. Then when I slip on some nylons and a dress, I get the feeling of relaxation and normalcy, despite the "abnormal" some might say behavior. My wife doesn't support this so I keep it from her, we have other issues as well. I work in a male dominated proffession, so everywhere I turn there is something holding me back from something I love to do. I recently went to payless and was lucky enough to find a pair of heels that fit. It was just before Haloween, so that was a good cover story. The sales girl was helpful and it didn't really phase her like I thought it would. I've only bought dresses on line, but would love to find a TG friendly store to shop and try things on. I have yet to venture out dressed en femme, but I feel the need to becoming stronger and stronger. I thing I can pass if I work on the makeup a little more. I've heard the only difference between a cross dresser and a trans gender, is about three years. I'm starting to believe it but still not convinced 100 %.
Anyway, thanks for letting me ramble. I see a lot of discussions here for TG, but not much on stricly CD issues, so I hope this get some discussion going, as I find it very theraputic.