My name is Jess, I am a 33 year old transgirl in Washington State. I have known since I was 4 that I was a girl, but my body was wrong. I grew up in a very conservative home and stuffed my feelings. When I was 21 I decided to get married, because I thought that would "fix" me, of course it did not. Now 10 years later I have four beautiful children, my wife and I have separated and she moved back to California.
I guess the point of this post is to ask for your prayers and thoughts as I am beginning transitioning. There is alot on my mind with my kids, my ex-wife has made it very clear that she does not want me seeing them as a woman. While I understand this from now wanting to confuse the kids to be honest I feel selfish that I am moving away from them, although I know that it is necessary.
My other big fear is the implications to my job, especially now that I have to support this family of mine. Overall I think my job will be ok with my transition but still there is still a huge element of fear
I apologize for the rambling of this post, just processing alot right now.
Thank you All,