betrail of the heart Saturday, July 16, 2011 at 5:18pm

why is it that me for the most part being a good person has give away people i love when i feel that whey will be better off if i let them go? why do i let it happen over and over knowing its going to hurt me in the end. why is it i cant seam to stop my self form caring ? how come i am so willing to fight for others but not my self ? and the real big one why cant i seam to ever let go of the ones i have truly loved ? i need to know why i do this so i can turn it off please ♥
i am not telling you to become anything . i am asking you to stop hurting your self and learn to be happy with who you are and how you look. season you want to help them them show them that its not up to the eye of another to decide if they are beautiful. and if you feel you are only worth is worn upon your skin then i am sad for you. sad that you cant feel and see your own beauty. is there not enough in this world to make you feel not good enough with out you doing to your self ? i ask any and all of seasons friends that read this to tell me how menny time they have seen season kick her self when she's down?. how menny times season have you given up something becouse you just did not feel you could never have it ? you blame your self for every dirty look why cant you just see your looking at dirt and move on ? love you first be happy with you first then you will find that more will see it with out being asked if they can!