I can not speak for any other trans women but I can surely speak for me. I knew I was a girl when I was five years old.
As I laugh now at this particular memory in my life that got the whole transgender ball rolling - I walked over to my mom who was watching tv. I had a butterknife (lol) in hand, boy part in hthe other hand and told her "mommy, I dont like this can we cut it off" LOL, Seriously, I was in therapy the next day. The year was 1979, and I had just started kindergarden.
As my psycologist told my parents, "you need to get HIM (ugh) into boy stuff". So My dad made sure I played baseball, football, skateboarding, etc. If it was a stereotypical thing for a boy to do, they shoved it down my throat.
So, as teenagehood came around, my love for girls just grew - thus sparking the "how can I be a girl if I like girls?" question. So being an intersexed individual and having breasts (ugh) I started bodybuilding to A. prove to myself that I was a boy and B. I figured, I'd gain enough muscle to ruin my body to the point of I could never be a woman.
Oh my god how I regret that now. (sigh) I can tell any person how to gain muscle if they want to bodybuild. But can anyone tell me how the heck to lose muscle? I have searched the web, time and time over. I really haven't found much. Only this person named "Raverdyke" who was a probody builder. But other than her, I havent found anything.
I'm curious, if any of you are in this boat or were in this boat, what did you do or what are you doing to lose muscle?
Thanks in advance
Michelle L
Comment by Jenn on July 23, 2010 at 9:26pm
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