Yesterday was a day that took a wrong turn.
It started off with thing taking to long. Coffee shop had problems with their espresso machine. It felt that all the lights on the way to work to longer to change. The drive to work took longer than usual and I was 20 minutes late. And when I got to my desk it took a long time for the system to come up. I knew the day was going to be bad.
My frustration level rose as I was trying to complete one of my project. I seamed that it backed up two for every thing that went good. A little after lunch my boss sent me an email that I signed the wrong line and implied that I was not doing my job completely. I fixed the form and sent it back. In my reply I said "This is that I did not see the other line". She sent a reply that asked if I read what I sent. It took me 10 minutes to see the problem. So I decided not to respond and told my supervisor that I did not feel right. He sent me home.
I already had an appointment to see my therapist. When I meet with her see explained that it is no wonder that I have made it this far. I had to much on my plate. My custody battle that I have to fight, the divorce, stress from worrying that my ex will take another Sunday away, and moving. Then yesterday the concern about my job. The email reply that I sent was because 3 thoughts merge into one sentence.
She told to take today off and pamper myself. I am going to take an entire week to pamper myself.
It is time for some me time.