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"We are One"

I decided to write about who Maria is. Maria has been in development since her (my) teen years.

So this is why i started crossdressing for me it was a desire when I was in my early preteens to try on some women's clothing. My grandmother had a trunk of old clothes at her house and we played dress up. When I first tried on womens clothes it gave me a thrill. I was not sure at first if it was because it was forbben or sexual.
What I did know for sure was that it was something I want to do again and again. It has taking me this long to finally understand what these feeling were to me and how to explore them. So it just slowly became the logical way to express my femmine side.

Any a few guarded friends know about Maria, so someday other may find out but for now she is a secret.

Thanks Maria
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Comment by Sylvia on June 14, 2010 at 3:13pm
Maria, glad you are discovering who you are and expressing that - even if it is a secret. I am also glad that you have a few with whom you can share this - as being who you are is hard when you can only do it when you are alone.
I hope you continue to explore and discover your true self (whoever that may be) and somehow find a way to incorporate who you are more and more into your daily life until you are living a truly authentic life... as the person you are.

Keep at it girlfriend!...
Comment by Christen Bustani on June 14, 2010 at 6:30pm
You are taking the first steps towards developing the person who exists inside of you! Take your time to understand what you are feeling and consider perhaps a support group. One of the better ones is Tri-ESS which provides a safe haven for exploring outside of your home and with others in a friendly atmosphere.
Comment by Maria T on June 15, 2010 at 7:57am
Thanks Christen and Sylvia for your comments. the encourage from other who understand just give me more strength and drive to discover who I really am.

Take care, Maria
Comment by Shirley on June 15, 2010 at 8:04am
Hello Maria,
If you are ever in my area - I would love to meet you - hope you like Starbucks !! - All the best - Shirley
Comment by Maria T on June 15, 2010 at 8:45am
Hi Shirley, Where abouts are you hun? i would lovve to meet u!! I like Starbucks!!

take care, hun
Maria
Comment by phyllis nowacki on June 17, 2010 at 8:53am
just like you I started dressing in female clothing and like you I try to keep it hidden but my family know about my CDIng. My parents finally caught me no friends until recently know. It seems for me the more I crossdressed the urge to to be female got stronger soon the that side of me has taken over to the point where I now dress femine all he time and want to change into the Phyllis. I have listened to many TGS and eventually this happens. I am glad you are discovering who you are and that is a journey in its self. Maybe we can get together

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