I've looked today to my old blogs and whne I've started in 2009 my first little steps becoming myself Julia.
It was in the beginning of July 2009, when I've decided to epilicing my legs and arms to feel more comfortable as first step and today ... its just a normal thing I do all 2 months, especially with the growing happiness to see that after every epilicing less hairs are coming back ... :-)
2 years ago I've also begun to wear my own clothes/dresses, in the beginning just in the evening at home ... today - as I stll and unfortunately haven't dared my outing - I wear my skirts, dresses, tops, leggings, bras, underwear, shirts and all usual female clothes at each time I'm at home, at night some cute nighties, and especially also all over the day at days I'm at home or in my holidays in our family-cabin. Seeing me in the mirror with my new female figure (thanks to hormones I take from time to time) is always the greatest success yet for me on my way ... In June 2011 i've even made my first "alltime-Julia-holidays" there in the cabin and one of my wonderful new experiences was that I've used a sunny and warm afternoon for a tour to a river in the bavarian mountains with lots of nice little places with a "beach" for a sunbath and a swim, where I wore the first time in the public my neckholder-swimsuit. I'd have liked to call loud "Yes, I did it", but think it was better not to do so ... lol!!
About 1 year ago I've started to pierce my ears, but always lost some blood on the wrong "places" on my ears and the holes closed again after some time ... today I'm wearing every day in parts all over the day at home or from the evening to the morning earrings in different styles and can do this since May 2011 as I found the "right place" for the holes. To feel my earrings hanging on my ears - if moving or not - is another wonderful new experience for me. And I like to combine my earrings with necklaces and other rings for my hand. Altogether I've found my own style for my life as Julia.
So far my good news ... Most "headaches" seeing how wonderful and happy I'm becoming with being and becoming more and more myself is for me, how to tell it to my family that they anytime will have 2 daughters and no longer one daugther and two sons ... Also with the background of my free job as journalist for a local newspaper, as active member in some local societies (volunteer fire brigade, historical society, sports club) and with my activities in the local politics the "outing" will be a public topic connecting also my family as we live in the country in a little town ... I don't how to handle this, but otherwise with every day I can be myself even for an evening with night till next morning I get more selfconfident also for the day when I'll have to start my public life as Julia after my outing and before I can do any surgeries here Germany.
I wish all of my PE-sisters here a wonderful summer 2011 and hope you can all enjoy this time as yourself! Love & many hugs from Bavaria to you in the wide world!