I just came back today from a 1-week-vacation in the bavarian mountains and simply can say it was A BEAUTIFUL JULIA-WEEK!!!!!
The great new experiences being able to be myself the whole day for almost all days in this week was the greatest joy i've had in this vacation. And it was important to learn by that way how to move and act in the knowledge and selfconfidence of being Julia was the most important success I could make in this week. To be myself is no longer just being at home in my own clothes and with all the other typical "accesoires" like earrings or a necklace, I also knew and have tried to "live" as a normal woman as the neighbours could see in my garden and in parts of my rooms. So my only chance to be "accepted" by them from far as a woman was to try to act, move, and to think like I'd think if was yet Julia living a public life. The greatest fun for me was on sunday, the sun was shining warm, when I decided to take a sunbath in my bikini. Simply to feel the sun on my skin and knowing I'm doing this just like any other woman would do a two-piece-bathdress
was such a overwhelming and wonderful new experience for me ... Unfortunately my sunbath was so successful that I could see the results on my legs and arms in the evening with a red sunburn ... But it was worth doing it! Yay! Yay! Yay!
So when I came home today my mother had some news for me (and I think you all know that mothers are and always will keep mothers!): I had asked my neighbour to look for my flowers, then my neighbours also were away over the weekend and asked my mother to make this service for the weekend ... My mother did more than to look for the flowers and found my collection of dresses, shoes, underwear and more on her very intensive search ... When she told me today about it, she said, that she had found them and that it was in her eyes my private problem if I had such a problem, so I also should find a solution for it. And maybe I should think about some medical help. So far I'm happy that she had kept this for herself and that I no longer won't have to fear what might happen if one of my family found my/Julias clothes as she did yet, but otherwise its now as a new question in the room how to go on with my development. I've come so far yet and her reaction showed me that she anyway is giving me now the chance for a solution and tries to understand whats my problem ... Another step's done on Julias way, but how will this way go on? Do you have an idea how to handle with this situation, my dear PE-sisters?
Thanks for your ideas and for the time and interest for reading my blog! Love & many hugs to all of you!