Dorothy Colleen Bellion's Blog – January 2012 Archive (3)

Basically, the next steps in my journey are very tricky as I have to navigate dealing with the ex. If I blow it, I may lose access to my daughter. Pray for me, if you are so inclined

I'm trying my best to remain positive about my transition, but sometimes, its hard. I look at this fat male body, and I despair of looking like a woman. And yet, I go out in public, and even use the ladies room and nobody seems to mind. Anyway, thanks for letting me vent.

Hi. I guess its time to introduce myself a bit. My name is Dorothy Colleen, I am 45 years old, and I have just started my journey to be the woman I should have been born as. My life has been .... well, interesting, at least. I spent two years starting at 7 years old being raped, and I am only now getting better in terms of dealing with this. Between my abuse and becoming a Christian at age 13, I spent a lot of time hating the fact I wanted to be a girl, and have been suicidal more than once.…