I have always made my purchase from www.inhousepharmacy.biz and have always had good service from them. Yesterday someone told me about www.alldaychemist.com they don't seem to have all the same brands but better pricing. One thing I noticed is they don't even have a secure server. Has anyone ever used www.alldaychemist.com?
Also, I…Read More
There, I Said It...I am transsexual!
So I had another eventful therapy session this week. My therapist asked me more about how I fantasize and what I fantasize about. I told her that my fantasies currently center on women and pleasing them and that there is a strong lesbian theme to them. I told her that I felt this was because I still am attracted to women even as a transsexual.
Then it hit me. Although I had become comfortable with the notion of being transsexual, I had…Read More
My name is Julia, I have been a part of Pink Essence starting in 2009 and again in 2011.
I transitioned to full time back in December of 2006. My transition cost me everything and everyone I held dear.
The loss was so great that I purchased a semi automatic to kill myself with in mid 2007.
Sometimes things don't go according to plan. Pain of loss never goes away so either you commit suicide or you learn to make everyday something that you…Read More
As i woke up in the morning glory,
I ponder to myself a lovely story.
I was Born a man that i could not…Read More
Yes from time to time I have mentioned that I had mentioned that I met this nice man on the Internet on a different site and now he wants to come to me, we have talked on the phone every day for a year now and sent pictures and e-mail back and forth and want to go a step further. He wants to live here for a week but I told him I am a virgin and he says that he is a gentile person who understands that. I have not slept with anyone for many many years so it may take a while to get used to…Read More
I often wondered what the emotional effects felt like having a man in my life and it is almost like a woman but he isn't anything like the softness of a woman. The tenderness isn't the same neither, cuddling is different too but his ruggedness is something I am seeking, what is wrong with me? For 32 years I have avoided any kind of contact with men, rape will effect the mind in ways that science can not help.
Now the guy I am seeing may be a fantasy to some, but I know him in real…
Added by Shauna Baggett on January 25, 2012 at 1:30pm — No Comments
Ok, I apologize if I am hitting a subject that might have already been overkilled, but a quick search did not convince me the subject has already been adequately covered.
I have been encouraged by the great response (and great input) to Gina Foxx's Blog on Hormone Effects on sexual function and attraction. I am seriously considering starting hormones. The only thing that is holding me back is my understanding (through lots of research) that they will likely alter how I see the…Read More
Hello everyone :)
So ive been watching so many videos on being trans and i have always seen so many similiar stories to mine and others that we are all born in the wrong body and other things like that... And long journeys to fix that problem!! So as it comes to mind in every video i watch i have seen the family accept the new person there child/grandchild/niece or nephew decide on becoming what they truly are!! And it's so wonderful that they are so loving and accepting and that they…Read More
If a mirror withheld your reflection
And there was nothing there to see
In a slight of your perception
You dreamt of who to be
And in a spark of fate
This being caught your fancy
When all the world's a stage
This dream sent you dancing
So beautiful she seemed
Though they told you otherwise
In a flower bed you dreamed
Of getting lost in her eyes
I did it! Janelle has finally left the confines of my bedroom (and the rest of the house when nobody else is home), and has stepped out in public!
I've been wanting to get out or start telling my friends about my dressing for a while now, but didn't really know how to go about doing either. My problem with telling my friends is that we only seem to see each other in group settings, and I would prefer to tell select people in a one-on-one setting instead. Aside from the group…Read More
I have been seeing a therapist for almost two years and a gender therapist for almost a year. She approved me for a letter in November, but I still had to get in to see a doctor.
I finally have an appointment for a doctor to start hormone therapy on February 21, 2012. It will actually be the one year anniversary of my coming out letter to everyone on Facebook.
I got a great gift today. My therapist gave me a copy of my approval letter for hormone therapy and continuance with…Read More
So in todays topic i would like to talk about problems that can be fixed or can they...
So as i'm come to understand a women need Breasts, soft skin, no hair, a feminine face and a certain height...So lets face it all we can fix is the breasts the soft skin no hair around areas that there shouldn't be hair and other parts of the body and our face and mostly everything... So these are problems that can be fixed with sugary.... An it totally makes are life so much…Read More
Basically, the next steps in my journey are very tricky as I have to navigate dealing with the ex. If I blow it, I may lose access to my daughter. Pray for me, if you are so inclined
Added by Dorothy Colleen Bellion on January 23, 2012 at 8:24pm — No Comments
My Method Of Dealing With Non Accepting Friends And Family Members. My mother messes up quite often.She still refers to me as he and his etc.Of course they are words that are calling us men. Men=Masculinity=Male.Its all the same.Yes its wrong to address us this way but people whom are close to us or should I say were close to us find it hard to break their habits.No matter how hurtful to us Transgender Folks.And it is.But we shall overcome people who are either light years behind in…Read More
Added by Paula Prizlupsky on January 23, 2012 at 6:34pm — No Comments
OK, I am about to start HRT and I have done a lot of research,HOWEVER I need to hear it straight from the horse mouth. What effects does HRT have on erections, and libido? If you dont feel comfortable answering on the blog, you can send me a messare. I have rub into others that have the same questiopn.
I 've imagined the situation of my fairy dialogue with the Sorceress. She was in a long gown, with a wand in her hand and she pointed to me by her wand and asked, ''Rita, what do you choose if I offer you to become absolutely confident male without anyone desire to be a woman, to do every morning make up, polish your nails, wear dresses, very feminine cardigans and high heels?'' Or I leave you and you never have a chance to become yourself as you born in your body and you…Read More
Earlier today I went shopping at a local home improvement store. As I walked in the parking lot to the store entrance, a group of three 20-30 something year old men were leaving. About 20 yards away, one of the men sees me and shouts : Big Man ! ....Big Man !..... Big Man ! (It was as if he had never seen a person over 6 ft. before) I just smiled in acknowledgment and kept…Read More
Well as promised here is an update. I have my meeting with surgeons confirmed for this Monday 30th January @ 19:00.
I am happy but at the same time I'm scared as hell..lol
Will be doing all at once Breast Augmentation, Rhinoplasty (Nose), Collagen in lips and Botox where needed. going to cost a good Euros 6500 - 7000 all together.
Once this lot is complete only my SRS remains which hopefully if all goes well will be scheduled for early/middle next year...It is me who is…Read More
Added by Stephanie Audrey BT on January 23, 2012 at 11:00am — No Comments
Just my thoughts
I was just thinking on so many things an as it comes to mind so many things i would love to write about but one that has me down is someone you love or someone i love after so many years and everything we have been through can get up and just walk away like we just met... Like any stranger on a cold day or something like that the feeling just hurts soooo why would you let someone in and get so close to them and in the end they leave you without a…Read More
Spent last night back in my old San Francisco neighborhood - the Tenderloin. Diva's is such fun and I miss all my old friends there. Best of all, caught up with my Transgender Law Center friends. Such a great local support for our San Francisco community! :)
Added by Sarah Anne Vestal on January 22, 2012 at 4:42pm — No Comments