Lately I have been very negative and vicious in my blogs most being downright depressing. I have and came to a solution after years of soul searching why so much of this not just here but my whole life had a down side which I shared with people without concern for them about thier problems. Litttle Miss Lyndsey thought she was going to find some answer like the Wizard of Oz looking for something I did not have. Answer was right in front of me all the time. I was and sometimes still am---…Read More
These links were passed on to me and I was so impressed I felt it warranted putting up the links for you to share.
It is confronting and it is the ugly truth at times.
It will challenge your very being, it did mine but I research all I can about trans* matters because I want to understand myself as well as I can.
Make an effort and spend a bit of time over a few nights and read this.
I liken it to a blueprint of trans* behaviour and life after, such is the impact…Read More
A friend, Lyssa, posted this and seeing she is ( temporarily, I hope) absent from Pe, I took it upon myself to pass it on to you.
I am passionate about we trans* people putting in more effort in connecting with our s/o's probably because I…
MY FIRST LOVE……
Well if you know me in my personal life you might not want to read this, hehehehe (naughty me). Anyway some of the girls at work had a brief respite and talked about first loves. I confided in one girl my first love.
I admit it: I'm not one to keep up with the latest news/gossip/happenings of others. I'm pretty much under a rock when it comes to these matters. Today I found out about the passing of former co-worker that happened a couple of years ago, and as saddened as I am I still cant forgive myself for not knowing of this sooner.
Isabelle was not the first transwoman I had met, but was the first to make me realize that transition IS possible and was one of the major influences in my decision…Read More
So...... today I came out to a girlfriend at work. She looked at me and said Haaaaaa! I have that beat.....I am bisexual.Then we did a high five...and made plans to go out soon
I love the fabric of life.
I don't know when it first started, this sniffing fetish of mine.
I mean, I don't even go into fetishism, it's something that's never turned me on but this one......... this one has taken control of me.
It's not like I didn't see the warning signs, I did but I chose to ignore them thinking, like before over the decades, it would soon leave me but this year, it has gotten worse, to the extent where…
I'm not from English language country so please help me to find synonymes to some words.
In last album of BN my favourite rock music poetress Candice Night called one song Ashgrove. What is it. I can't find this word in vocabulary.
Another is Renaissance Faire. What is Faire? Maybe an old version of the word Fair?
I hope to your assistance.
It is strange how life can turn corners to unexpected changes.
My hair stylist retired and her niece took over the saloon. She is now a very good and accepting friend. She is my only the only cis-gender girlfriend I have. I cannot not wait to find out how far the friendship could go. She is like a sister.
I only wish the situation at work could be better. I have lost my job due to my ADD disability but believe it is due to my transition, The poor evaluations began at the…Read More
My name is Maddie. I am a 41 yr old pre op transgirl. I love reading, and researching law. I have a 51 lb 4 legged furry daughter,named Chloe. She is a Red Healer Aussie Shep. I am very supportive and loving, and always try to have a kind word handy for everyone. I am in a phase in my life where marriage and relationships are my priority. I do dream of being post op someday.
Thanks for reading. =)
For those of you who know me, the pendulum between my male persona and female persona is pretty wide. This is a song my male persona just recorded, he is in the middle of producing a new album and this is a demo of one of his songs, in french but hope you enjoy.
Yes this is my other side singing.
Lyrics by my sister, Francine Mineault and music by me.
Added by Sophia Cassivi on April 2, 2014 at 7:44am — No Comments
As I lay here in bed my hip disjointed and no pain meds of course I had to sell them for gas money so my live in bf could make i t to the cardioligist day after day passes and not all my ecectroyisi is done, So what is a lady to do ? to hell with it I grew a goatee yep a blonde one too that oughtt to tick him off and ya know the public? i'm tiired otf having to explain well my vioce is bad I got a cold on and on sir after sir-- there is freedom in just being seen for what you are at the…Read More
Added by Lyndsey Catherine Rush on March 30, 2014 at 4:14pm — No Comments
Hi Ladies....Im Rynnae and Im most delighted to be welcomed into this sorority. Like so many others I questioned the gender line for much of my life. I began at trying on my mothers wigs, back in the 60's wigs were the rage of the time and I wanted to be a part of it. I first fully dressed in my mothers clothes at 14. On the rare occassion I found myself home alone. I donned everything I could put my hands on to make a complete outfit. Zipping my mothers dress broke the zipper and I knew I…Read More
Hi all Ashlee Brown here!!
I'm a returning member but prefer to be treated as a new member as I know our community has and will continue to grow!
As for myself, I am 29 and getting closer and closer every day to officially transitioning! Both good and bad as I'm excited and scared as well. I'm single, not dating, and have no kids. I've recently started therapy and electrolysis. When it come to my mental state, I AM NOT DOING WELL!! I'm in a pretty dark place…
Some say that during this trans phase you inherit your mother's traits. God if I had been so lucky. My aunt flat butt no boobs what to say of and- diabetic. Why did this genetic thing happen? She is the queen bitch of the family and how she married was a minor miracle. Its gonna take a sack of siilicone to make me the way i whould have should have been. Now I am like a thin boy with long hair and being called my old name does not bother me what does is looking at those lucky gals that have…Read More
First and foremost, I wish all of the new members the best that life can offer and hope all their dreams, desires, and goals will be fulfilled to their complete satisfaction. Welcome to all of you as you embark upon your journey, know that you can meet some very beautiful people here as I have. It is a wonderful family.
In reflecting on my life over the past couple years, I couldn't help think of all the fantastic people I have met here and the most wonderful sharing we…Read More
Last year I was comming along fine kinda voluptios in a way. I was in love with the world and it was in love with me. I moved with ease in and out of places and everywhere I went I was called "maam" wow never did I ever feel so good and complete.
Then someting happened, I ran out of hormones for a week and began to shrink -- everywhere and with it my confidence my being everything. No longer was I called 'maam" no longer did I have the confidence to go out as now I was and am afraid…Read More