When I followed my heart and started to change and sought out love. I took care of my mom she called me her daughter. Now she is gone. A dominant man took her place and I thought that my life was to assume a new and wonderful role in Oregon. But her house is not going to get me any surgeries that matter. Dream hope was shattered. I have no passion for anything now my broken crippled body wants to go home. I did my job on this earth by giving all that I had to her becaused I loved her. Yes I…Read More
Added by Lyndsey Catherine Rush on August 28, 2014 at 1:12pm — No Comments
thaqts right I am truly blessed to be playing this year this is a dream come true it seems like yesterday I didn't have a chance in ilfe to transition and here I am today, getting ready for my ser!!! believe girls it will really will happen,. I have a new band please check out the link https://www.facebook.com/transsisterradio
It came. I finally have one, the guitar I've always dreamed of owning. I strapped it on...I'm a rock star now.
Hmmm, my hand don't slide up and down the neck, seems to grab, the strings are heavy, hard to bend. The tone, gosh it doesn't sound like Jimmy Page. What a let down, the Gibson Les Paul Studio Pro...darn.
I feel let down. I want to send it back, grab my Telecaster, but I polish the neck. Still it wants to fight me.
The tone, still I can't get what I'm after,…Read More
Added by LindaMarie Johnson on August 28, 2014 at 10:54am — No Comments
As promised in my last news I try to write a little bit about my first complete "girls-holiday-week" with my best friend Lena we had in the bavarian mountains and I just can say it was so fantastic as I was myself in public there 24h a day and every day! It was such a new cute feeling of being free and myself for others as a woman!
We had hoped for some sunny days, but apart from one warm and sunny day we just had rainy, windy and cold days instead - but no reason to hide then in our…
Added by Julia Lena Seventyone on August 28, 2014 at 7:54am — No Comments
As I often do - I will list a few things that come to mind as I want to stay connected to you all.. I will just let my fingers do the talking .. and see where it leads.
First.. Im good! We recently moved to our dream home.. a small cottage/house on one of the finger lakes in NY. Its so wonderful. It has all the space we really need and is very cozy. The kitchen is a nice size and we switched the livingroom/dining area around giving us a larger place for meals…Read More
Life, to be a boy that just can't get the boy thing right. To turn into a man, still not getting this man thing going. Wondering, what is wrong with me?
Running from myself...then I came out. I was tired, confused, not knowing where I was headed. The only thing I knew was work. After work I just didn't want to go home. I loved my family, but I was just a mess with these feelings that kept growing stronger. I thought I out ran them, I thought they would go away and I would finally…Read More
Added by LindaMarie Johnson on August 27, 2014 at 11:35am — No Comments
First of all, I had to cancel this year, wish I could attend. I've been 4 times so far, it is always a blast.
Checking in, the first time I went I went in male mode, changed in my room, and left male mode. The second time I went I went as me, in a dress, checked in with no problems, but left in male mode. The next 2 times I went as me and left as me, (evolution) No problems.
The hotel shuttles....use them! They are free and the drivers will cater to you, I used them for…Read More
Added by LindaMarie Johnson on August 27, 2014 at 10:39am — No Comments
I would rather have lived a full life in the wrong body free from pain than die in the right one full of pain misery and agony
Added by Lyndsey Catherine Rush on August 26, 2014 at 3:18pm — No Comments
I do believe now I should have lived in the 1800's where life was simple hard and things were of natural beauty when there was a problem it was solved with hard work or the Colt 45 or the Winchester not all the confusing and frustrating things today like info technology that I do not care for but again that is just me. Born in the wrong time and in the wrong body I would rather be in that time with whatever body I had. I miss the smell of horse manure and soot from the trains and the smell…Read More
Added by Lyndsey Catherine Rush on August 26, 2014 at 11:59am — No Comments
It was about a month ago I received a call from my nephew asking me do I know what's going on with my sister, (his mother), and I said yes, she told me the story about three weeks ago. Let me take you back in time. Elaine is my younger sister, we're two years and 6 months apart, it's just the two of us. We were very, very close, some people thought we were twins. We played "house" and dress up in our mother's things but kept it low keyed, being the only boy in the house, I made sure…Read More
I am in a state of nervous excitement after having returned to Karratha from my trip to Perth to try and qualify for the West Australian Ladies 8 Ball Team.
I made the team................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am still pinching myself that I have actually made this happen.
I turned up at the HQ's of…Read More
Emotions can be hell on a girl and never think that they won't get the better of you now & then . I went through hell recently , some of you could understand & I thank you . I contacted several civil rights organizations Transgender law , ACLU & others that were suggested but every one turned me down so this is an injustice that they're not ready to tackle .I'm more at peace now , I ranted ,bitched & did all I could but now it's time to let go and move on . The charges…Read More
My steady boyfreind and I had two renters that were self-proclaimed "transgender- I am like you thing". One was renting back last year and was to put it lightly - a terrorist that preyed on any weakness that anyone showed and she meant it all 350lbs of it - we called her later the hog- she never hardly bathed, brushed her teeth and she could oil up with her long shiny jet black hair any furniture we had totally ruining it after she sat in it was broken and oiled well. Both of them stated…Read More
So this is a visual blog. I absolutely don't mind poking fun at myself and often have a great time with it. So here's some whimsy for you all; to brighten your day, give you a laugh and move a cloud away, of just give you an opportunity to laugh at someone else. Enjoy!!Read More
Last night we contested the A-Grade 8 Ball Final and you better believe it, we won.
The teams are made up of 5 players and each team is allowed 3 reserves and there is a total of 15 games which means the first team to win 8 games wins the night but we have been struggling to field a team all year, what with players leaving town and work committments, as in night shift and last night, of all nights, one player was Interstate and another was 1900 km's away for work committments so we…Read More
We all reach that point in life where it all must be reveled. I had reached that place two years ago. Started Hrt electrolsis and back to some tharapy. Life is some what better. Am out to most everyone still telling others. Am going to group every month and finding a lot of help there. Came out to my best friend of forty yrs. three months ago. It was one of the hardest things…Read More
I seen my new doctor yesterday. We went over my charts from my last doctor. I'm in better than great shape. He was impressed about that, for a person my age. I told him there is something I need to tell you a little later.
As I sat there with my shirt off and him checking me over, I was even impressed with my self, I was so calm. Even my blood pressure stayed calm.
He then reminded me that there was something I was going to tell him.
I looked him straight in his eyes,…Read More
I am here trying to sell my mothers house after she passed she left to me and its in real bad shape. Just like me in ways its worn beyond years and probably not worth a lot to anyone since there are many that are newer and have all the latest things already in them its not worth the time and effort. I never had kids not knowing about love since that was beaten out of me at an early age. I was a victim of the sixrties and a lost child of the seventies. Who am I? where am I headed or am I at…Read More
Hello all, I've been a busy gal this year, its hard to believe that today is my birthday... where did the time go?
So, a little update:
I went full time at the end of June, my workplace has been amazing with support. My friends and co-workers are happy, proud that I'm doing what makes me happy. I am still waiting for a referral to get started on HRT, I can't see any reason why the therapist won't write it at the next meeting.…Read More
Hi everyone I'm helping out with a study at Columbia University surrounding objectification and the trans community. This is just an FYI.... Here's the official message.
Are you a person of trans experience? Let your voice be heard!
We are a group of researchers from the Marginalization, Mental Health, and Empowerment Team at Columbia University. Our team is made up of LGBTQ folks and allies. We’re interested in learning more about your experiences with marginalization and…Read More