Last night we contested the A-Grade 8 Ball Final and you better believe it, we won.
The teams are made up of 5 players and each team is allowed 3 reserves and there is a total of 15 games which means the first team to win 8 games wins the night but we have been struggling to field a team all year, what with players leaving town and work committments, as in night shift and last night, of all nights, one player was Interstate and another was 1900 km's away for work committments so we…Read More
We all reach that point in life where it all must be reveled. I had reached that place two years ago. Started Hrt electrolsis and back to some tharapy. Life is some what better. Am out to most everyone still telling others. Am going to group every month and finding a lot of help there. Came out to my best friend of forty yrs. three months ago. It was one of the hardest things…Read More
I seen my new doctor yesterday. We went over my charts from my last doctor. I'm in better than great shape. He was impressed about that, for a person my age. I told him there is something I need to tell you a little later.
As I sat there with my shirt off and him checking me over, I was even impressed with my self, I was so calm. Even my blood pressure stayed calm.
He then reminded me that there was something I was going to tell him.
I looked him straight in his eyes,…Read More
I am here trying to sell my mothers house after she passed she left to me and its in real bad shape. Just like me in ways its worn beyond years and probably not worth a lot to anyone since there are many that are newer and have all the latest things already in them its not worth the time and effort. I never had kids not knowing about love since that was beaten out of me at an early age. I was a victim of the sixrties and a lost child of the seventies. Who am I? where am I headed or am I at…Read More
Hello all, I've been a busy gal this year, its hard to believe that today is my birthday... where did the time go?
So, a little update:
I went full time at the end of June, my workplace has been amazing with support. My friends and co-workers are happy, proud that I'm doing what makes me happy. I am still waiting for a referral to get started on HRT, I can't see any reason why the therapist won't write it at the next meeting.…Read More
Hi everyone I'm helping out with a study at Columbia University surrounding objectification and the trans community. This is just an FYI.... Here's the official message.
Are you a person of trans experience? Let your voice be heard!
We are a group of researchers from the Marginalization, Mental Health, and Empowerment Team at Columbia University. Our team is made up of LGBTQ folks and allies. We’re interested in learning more about your experiences with marginalization and…Read More
I came out 14 years ago. It has been a struggle. I've managed to hold things together. She didn't know where I was going with this. I had brought her so far, and then I throw a curve.
We've struggled, and we over came. I made a promise to her back then, I up held my promise. She is holding her promise.
I remember back then. All she asked was for me to ..................…Read More
well I waited a long time and now I am at peace and happy , I just got from New York where I played for my 40th H.S. reunion this was it the family and all my friends I grew up with, well it was the most special day ever my Family welcome me with open arms, its was very special, and then the reunion that's even better, all the girls I hung with said, you where always was one of the GIRLS, , and so everything is right my family rocks and I am getting my implants, and my new teeth in and my…Read More
I have been living as my true self for many years but a detention center has striped all that away in a single night by ignoring my female status and placing me in with male sex a fenders destroying years of progress penalizing me for not being able to afford SRS. I'm trying to get over it but it's overwhelming me. I don't know what to do...
I'm alone now. My chance, my little world. I hope to find happiness.
Stockings, and a dress...gosh...this is great. Make up, fussing with my hair....and then the hair spray...I'm in heaven.
What was that noise?....Who is here?....Scrub away...see who is here....
They leave, and again I apply the make up, dress up. I look in the mirror and I really see me...I cry.
I am the father, I am the husband, I am confused. I had these feelings since…Read More
Does not matter how I look to others.
Does not matter how others see me.
Advice is a two way street, what works for one, may not work for the others.
What is happening to me is my life. How I deal with it is my business. I know what I'm doing.
Some think I'm the drunk, some think I'm the fool, and some see me as a person.
Struggling to make ends meet, and lucky to make them meet.
What I'm trying to say is just be you. Take…Read More
I was in a big hurry using a cane to walk which was my first mistake. The secomd was to think I could sort of run with my purse in one hand and my cane in the other while trying to catch up to my companion who was way in front of me. Then came the most unthinkable happened when I entered the parking lot. I wiped out big time. I only have one eye that works good so the ground appeared to be flat which it was not. I went down hard on concrete, steel and yellow paint finally in front of the…Read More
Added by Lyndsey Catherine Rush on August 5, 2014 at 11:56am — No Comments
I hear a lot of talk about "feeling girly, boy mode, girl mode, going out in drab, full-time and part time" to name a few. To deal with things that are just hard like heartache, heartbreak, real life problems and real time things that happen to ladies all over the world if we are women isn't it already a full-time job whether we like it or not? aren't we women in that mode all the time? going out in grubbies isn't that what women to when doing hard work? just how "girly" does it feel when…Read More
I seemed to know that someday I would face a challenge that would be greater than all the rest- who I have been; who am I to become; and who am I now. Not as a transsexual narrator but as me; a observer. I watch my life before me people going in and out and the folks around me and their reactions to me and the changes that have happened me. I wonder what would have happened had I just stayed the same living the life that was so detrimental to my growth or so it seems- maybe I would not have…Read More
I am a very private person. My Facebook page doesn't even have a picture of me because I have not "come out" to my family, other than my spouse, or my friends as having gender issues. It's just a matter of time before FB friends suggests me to someone I know and the beans have been spilled. But it was one way to connect with similar folks, many who are out or simply don't care if people know.
About a week ago, my spouse caught me in femme mode when she came home from work early.…Read More
Have moved to ST George Utah,am looking for a cabin in the mountians to live in .peace and quiet no people .I turn 70 this year and want to enjoy the rest of my life fishing and hunting,estrogen doesn't change what I've always enjoyed doing.just , what I look and feel like. Love to all Carman
I see my new doctor in just two weeks from now. I've came out to my last doctors, and now face it again. I'm not full time, I work male. It can be hard, scary and a feeling of insecurity. I will still be in uniform when I go and kind of dread it.
I'm doing something different this time. I've put together a portfolio of pictures to take and show him. I will be talking about starting hrt. I will also discuss my long range goal of grs.
Am I really up to this? After all, I've been…Read More
This is the first story this is the end story.......…Read More
at the number of people who are lining up to take advantage of the recent Medicare ruling on services for transgender people.
I rejoiced it as well but I also know that there is current NO groundwork laid to make it a reality. That decision paves the way to investigate how the application process would be handled, documentation requirements, and what are considered legitimate facilities to allow these procedures to be performed at.
If I were everyone, I'd unpack and go about…Read More
Well is it Over??? Yes and No I have a deal with Texan RV only ..Is it a win well m maybe I live full time as a Female and I am Happy so it is a win also.... I stood up for what I feel and know is…Read More