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amber alma michaels
  • Kingston New york
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I am a:
Male to Female Transgender Person
I Express My Gender Variance:
Out and About Part Time.
My Gender Status is:
Genetic Born Male
I have undergone or been prescribed:
Hormones, Laser Hair Removal, Electrolysis
Relationship Status:
Single and Looking!
I am interested in:
Out Reach, Support Groups, Friends, Networking, Chatting
I am NOT interested in:
Camming, Sissy’s, Fetishes, Religious Views
100 Words About Me:
OK a little me. I am a transsexual that has started to the road on transition. I have to take this at my own pace. I have started HRT. The down side is the hormones open a flood gate to thing I suppress from my childhood. At time it is overwhelming me. I not helping PTSD the flash back are a little intense. So of the events form my childhood only add to confusion of what I was feeling in side. And after stop the real nightmare began. I know I cant keep going on proving I some thing I am not. I have done that for far too long. And I got too good at it prove it the worse I felt and the more I wanted die. That is all I can get out now. I may be able to let more out later.

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Basic female wardrobe for going full time

Started this discussion. Last reply by amber alma michaels Jul 29, 2011. 10 Replies

 

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Meredith Smith left a comment for amber alma michaels
"Hi Amber my name is Meredith. I live in Hopewell Jct. I'm looking for people in my area who understand and hopefully become friends. If you'd like to talk please write.  "
Dec 10, 2012
amber alma michaels posted a status
"i have had one up and down year. more down then up. i learned and grew a little. i had my heart broken. but i hope this year is better."
Jan 3, 2012
amber alma michaels commented on amber alma michaels's blog post 2 years hrt
"thank you all for the + feed back. small steps. i have noticed my way of look at thing has changed. it is more of a female point of view. i take thing slower, an look befor i leap. i have also learned that i have a right to feel normal in my own…"
Oct 7, 2011
amber alma michaels left a comment for Keith C Egan
"nice to meet you keith."
Oct 7, 2011

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At 12:54pm on December 10, 2012, Meredith Smith said…

Hi Amber my name is Meredith. I live in Hopewell Jct. I'm looking for people in my area who understand and hopefully become friends. If you'd like to talk please write.

 

At 11:21am on October 5, 2011, Janell Elynn Smith said…

Amber, You are a strong woman. Your true test is fulfilling your dreams.  It is scary, but you can do this.---Blessings, Elynn

At 8:24pm on November 1, 2010, Marsha M. Marsha said…
Hi Amber,

I haven't seen you around much lately I hope all is well with you.

Hugs,
Marsha

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2 years hrt

Posted on October 3, 2011 at 11:38am 6 Comments

 

It has been 2 years sense I started my

HRT. At times I I did not think I was going to make it this far. I

also I am scared going full-time an that time is getting closer. I

have sorta have mixed feeling on going full-time. I have fear telling

the world this is the real me. An I know that I need to do this to

become whole. But on the over all I am happy for the first time in my

life. I am happy my body is starting to match my mind.…

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random blog

Posted on June 25, 2010 at 8:30am 0 Comments

my first year on hrt

Posted on June 8, 2010 at 4:06am 1 Comment

I am here looking back at the past year. It has been strange and good. I had a so great up and some real bad down. For the first time in my life I am coming to term with what I am and who I truly am. This year I came to terms with with a lot of my past pain. I have to come to term with with the death of my wife. I have come to terms with what was done to me as a child. I am coming to terms with the choices I have made over my life was hard. I have some regrets…

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the second abyssel

Posted on May 6, 2010 at 12:16pm 0 Comments

Abyssal night wrappers my soul

In it's sweet embrace

Abyssal night wraps me taken away

All that was pain and agony that is me

Abyssal night wrappers my soul in it's

Sweet icy embrace…

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The abyssal are the darkness I have endured. The darkness I have live through. So how I found my courage to be come my true self. It took my a long time to come out. But the hell of my live gave me a…

Posted on May 4, 2010 at 10:34pm 0 Comments

The abyssal are the darkness I have endured. The darkness I have live through. So how I found my courage to be come my true self. It took my a long time to come out. But the hell of my live gave me a inner strength. That hell has give me stronger. Do worry I OK or as OK as any one can be. Right I am working on becoming the me that I always hid from the real world.

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