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Stephanie Weston
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Laura Renee Lawrence commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post a small heart to heart"Stephanie, "the conversation" is tough. Ours has progressed by fits and starts over the years and has changed as my self-understanding progressed. We are now at a very open and loving place and this current stage of our…"
Stephanie Weston posted a blog posta small heart to heart
My wife and I had a small bit of a heart to heart. At the root of our discussion was my being transgender and her feelings of insecurity and instability because of it. She is frustrated as to not knowing what of our relationship was generated based on unintentional lies (cover-ups, and self-protective measures) and what was real. The unknowing is most frightening. I'm not much help. I often don't know until I'm in the midst of it and I realize I'm "putting on an act" for the sake of someone…See More
Stephanie Weston commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Maybe its not a compass I need, maybe I need a GPS"Hi Jennell. Wichita is, in fact, the largest city in Kansas with a population approaching 400,000. I did meet with an individual, nearly 2 years ago, who ran a "support" group. As she and I talked, it seemed more as a crossdressing club,…"
Stephanie Weston commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Maybe its not a compass I need, maybe I need a GPS"Hi Allison. I've been Steph every chance I could, in the privacy of my own home. In college - nearly everyday, whenever my wife was gone to class or work and I was home. After graduation, we lived away from our families, when she would go see…"
Allison Elizabeth commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Maybe its not a compass I need, maybe I need a GPS"Hi Steph, I am by no means an expert I am in NO stage of transition and am looking for lots of answers myself. However, there are 2 things I want to point out. First, you said "but never act out that role - at least the stereotyped version of…"
Stephanie Weston posted a blog postMaybe its not a compass I need, maybe I need a GPS
It's been well over a month since I last blogged. Some of you I've written to personally, but mostly I've been silent. The time has been spent in self reflection and just living life. My last blog was entitled "Anybody have a compass?" in reference to trying to find direction. I've discovered that its hard to figure out where you're going if you first don't know where you are. Hence this title. I still feel lost, and now wonder if I'm even where I thought I was. Without experiential evidence,…See More
Stephanie Weston commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Anybody have a compass?"(quoted from wikipedia - so you know it's accurate)Codependency (or codependence, co-narcissism or inverted narcissism) is unhealthy love and a tendency to behave in overly passive or excessively caretaking ways that negatively impact…"
Rachel King commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Anybody have a compass?"Steph, I define a "rash" act as something like getting all dolled up and doing a drive somewhere, knowing with a certainty that you WILL be seen.
It will give you a buzz but could have dire consequences.
I know you are thinking of…"
Stephanie Weston commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Anybody have a compass?"I'm probably not going to do anything "rash". But how do you define "rash"? Like many of us, I knew that I was trans at a young age. I remember, in 1982 (I was 19) after seeing "Come Back to the Five and Dime, Jimmy…"
Rachel King commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Anybody have a compass?"For one who is impossibly impatient, I often counsel patience.
Definitely a case of "do as I say." hahaha.
I still strongly believe that you are going to have to weather the timeframe storm that is raging within you and PINKessence…"
Nicole Aime commented on Stephanie Weston's blog post Anybody have a compass?"Stephanie, back in 2008, before I retired, there were many days I could work all day from home. Thank God for technology. Sometimes I would get all ready for work as Nikki and work all day as my true self. Of course, this was not the most pleasant…"
Profile Information
- I am a:
- Male to Female Transgender Person
- I Express My Gender Variance:
- In The Closet Only!
- My Gender Status is:
- Awakening Transsexual (Under prescribed observation and hormones – Coming out and exploring my authentic self – undecided about surgery)
- I have undergone or been prescribed:
- Hormones
- Relationship Status:
- In a Relationship Not Looking!
- I am interested in:
- Support Groups, Friends, Chatting
- I am NOT interested in:
- Camming, Smokers
- 100 Words About Me:
- I'm in the process of coming to terms with who I am. I have lived a life tha,t although successful on the outside, is not MY life but the life I thought the world expected me to live. I am striving to find my path, my way, and the courage to become who I should have been to begin with. I've grown tired of living in the shadows
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a small heart to heart
Posted on January 8, 2012 at 1:04am 1 Comment 0 Likes
My wife and I had a small bit of a heart to heart. At the root of our discussion was my being transgender and her feelings of insecurity and instability because of it. She is frustrated as to not knowing what of our relationship was generated based on unintentional lies (cover-ups, and self-protective measures) and what was real. The unknowing is most frightening. I'm not much help. I often don't know until I'm in the midst of it and I realize I'm "putting on an act" for the sake of someone…
Read More Maybe its not a compass I need, maybe I need a GPS
Posted on September 11, 2011 at 12:30am 3 Comments 0 Likes
It's been well over a month since I last blogged. Some of you I've written to personally, but mostly I've been silent. The time has been spent in self reflection and just living life. My last blog was entitled "Anybody have a compass?" in reference to trying to find direction. I've discovered that its hard to figure out where you're going if you first don't know where you are. Hence this title. I still feel lost, and now wonder if I'm even where I thought I was. Without experiential…
Read More Anybody have a compass?
Posted on August 1, 2011 at 1:24am 11 Comments 1 Like
Its been a few weeks since I've written anything. Responses to my last blog post pushed me into standing in front of a full length mirror, in a brightly lit room, and take a long, very hard look at who I am and who I want to be. The result? I still know who I am, but not so sure of the path I need to take. I went to the settings on my profile to see if there was maybe a better classification for me to list, in case anyone checks out of curiousity. Here is my deal. I'm in a committed…
Read More Shoulda, Woulda, Coulda
Posted on July 3, 2011 at 12:01am 14 Comments 0 Likes
I told Jimmie (my wife - yes that is her given name - yes she is a genetic female) that I hated the silence. She said that we talk about my gender..."all the time". I replied that we "skirt around it" - no pun intended but we both got a snicker out of it. She said to speak so I did. I told her that I go as "femme" as I felt she would be comfortable with, but that what I need to do was so much more, that what I actually do may seem like a lot, but that it was nothing. That's when she dropped the… Read More
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- At 12:59pm on February 5, 2012,
Adeena Dawn Forrester said… Happy Birthday!!!
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Debra said… - Happy Birthday!
- At 1:39am on February 5, 2010,
Tina Marie said… - Happy Birthday!!
- At 1:41pm on January 19, 2010,
Chloe Prince said… - Welcome Steph!
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