I guess I've been struggling all my life, sinking into the backdrop around groups of guys, feeling intrusive around groups of girls. I felt for the longest time I would just be stuck in the middle alone. But recently did some soul searching, discovered some helpful testimonies of people who had experienced the same sort of life and I decided I'm not going to let my fears control me anymore. I'm going to be the girl I am inside.
Ever since I made this commitment to myself I've been more alive! When I used to look in the mirror I saw a sad and sullen boy, now I just see this excited and happy girl :D
I used to think it was pointless to feel these emotions because I'm 6'3, big hands, big feet, bold facial features. I thought, "I'm never gonna pass" boo hoo.
These dark clouds completely lifted when I allowed myself to express what has always been inside. Even if it doesn't correspond to what's outside, my expression finds a way out.
Now I look myself in the face, as the universe created me, and all I see is a beautiful, happy girl.
But... I need friends! I've come here to find some :)
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