"I live in Texas and before the world dried up down here I used the excuse that it keeps chigger or some call them red bugs off. I had a bad reaction to them and it does indeed stop them from getting on you as bad, probably helps stop fleas and…"
Experimenting Transgender (Possibly taking hormones prescribed or “Do-it-yourself” – May be “in “or “unable” to start therapy – Possibly questioning or self diagnosing as transsexual – May be presenting full or part time as a female)
Married (Kids are Grown)
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100 Words About Me:
Been female all my life it has just taken awhile to look that way
It is hard to go back. I was going to switch between genders so my kids would still have a father. But once my transition got started it was harder and harder to go back. I finally gave up and came out to them. Its a hard choice, but you have to make it one way or the other. Either suffer yourself or put the burden on them and hope for the best. Just dont forget, it takes time for them to come to terms. It took you a long time, but they weren't in the process when you were. They just started their process. I hope everything has gone well since you posted this and continue to go well for you.
I try to stay strong every day, but at times it is hard. Like, my wife just came over to me and put her head in my neck and smelled. I was wearing Juicy Couture perfume and she asked me "am I even going to see again?" I just started to cry. because I know that she loves me and accepts me as Michelle, but I know shes heart broken inside. And it kils me that I'm bringing her pain. I tell her that I will leave her if she wants although it will kill me and she says no. She asked if she can just see me as a boy in pulic sometime. IDK I feel that part of me is dead.