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Maria T left a comment for Julia
"Julia, Thanks so much for the birthday wish, Hug and kisses Maria"
10 hours ago
Julia left a comment for Tammyrae Barr
"Dear Tammyrae, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
16 hours ago
Julia left a comment for Rita Marie Loy
"Dear Rita, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
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Julia left a comment for Rachel Elizabeth
"Dear Rachel, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
16 hours ago
Julia left a comment for Maria T
"Dear Maria, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
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Julia left a comment for Lola Chanel
"Dear Lola, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
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Cora Zadora Chenowith left a comment for Julia
"Thanks so much for the b'day greeting Julia. xxCora"
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Ashtyn Scott and Julia are Contacts
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Julia left a comment for gina marie bernard
"Dear Gina, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! May all your wishes, hopes and dreams come true you have for the new year in your life! Love & hugs! Julia"
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Julia left a comment for Christine Faith Spencer
"Dear Christine, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
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Karen Jandro left a comment for Julia
"danke Julia!"
Friday
Diane left a comment for Julia
"Thank you Julia.  Starting this year, instead of adding a year on my birthday, I'm counting down. So this year, I'm 68 again instead of (gasp) 70. But nobody believes me when I tell them, especially when they see me playing with my…"
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Julia left a comment for Diane
"Dear Diane, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
Friday
Erica Copeland left a comment for Julia
"Dear Julia, thank you SO much for your birthday message luv!  I have noticed that you do this for everyone here which is very sweet of you and I have to admit I was looking forward to hearing from you today.  You are a special lady! …"
Thursday
Julia commented on Toni Absalonson's blog post Nervous!!! But one step closer!!
"Great to read that you had a good start! Wish you just the best and understanding friends and people around you to make your way easier! Hugggs!  "
Thursday
Julia left a comment for Toni Absalonson
"Thanks so much for your friends request, you're welcome! Love & hugs from Germany!"
Thursday
Julia left a comment for Ashley Anne Humes
"Dear Ashley, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
Thursday
Julia and Toni Absalonson are Contacts
Thursday
Julia commented on Toni Absalonson's blog post Nervous!!! But one step closer!!
"My best wishes for you! And congrats that your way has led you so far!"
May 15
Julia left a comment for Jamie barr
"Dear Jamie, I wish you a happy birthday and hope you enjoy your great day! Love & hugs! Julia"
May 15

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Profile Information

I am a:
Male to Female Transgender Person
I Express My Gender Variance:
Out and About Part Time.
My Gender Status is:
Alternative Pre-op Transsexual (Following my own path towards GRS - Therapy and Hormone treatment may NOT have been followed according to the WPATH standards – I am prepared for GRS and pursuing alternatives toward acquiring it)
I have undergone or been prescribed:
Hormones, Laser Hair Removal
Relationship Status:
Single Never Married
I am interested in:
Out Reach, Support Groups, Friends, Networking, Religious Views, Political Views, Public Functions, Private Functions
I am NOT interested in:
Smokers, Drinking, Admirers, Marriage, Swingers, Sissy’s, Fetishes
About My Profession, Skills and Special Training:
Working as a free journalist and historian I've studied history, history of arts, archeology and heritage conservation.
100 Words About Me:
Ok, my first informations about me haven't told too much. So after a certain time here on PE I think it's time to write more.
That I'm a girl "deep inside" I knew since I was 10 years old, so with 16 I started buying clothes (just a few 8-10 pieces), when I had time to go on shopping after school, because I come from the nearer region of Nuremberg and went to Highschool in Nuremberg.
When I came to university (I've studied history, history of arts and archeology), for the first time I had a room of my own, where I could become Julia whenever I wanted. Having finished university, I lived for three more years in my parents'house where unfortunately I had no room and place for Julia, but when I had holidays I used to drive alone and in our family holiday-flat in Upper-Bavaria for the first time I had the time to work and live as Julia all over the day, because I always took some work to write for me with me in my holidays.
A few years ago I found my little "castle" (an old typical franconian house with old half-timbered work from 18th century and with wonderful old rooms) and since this time Julia lives, whenever I'm in my house.
As I'm working as a free journalist and historian I'm known to many people so I just can be myself in my house, because I'm not as far yet to show Julia in the public. I've started with hormones just private and I'm proud of the results I've reached by now.
And since I'm here on PE I've learned to write about my feelings and also for the first time I've started taking pics of me. OK, they are no portrayal art, but with every pic I become more selfconfident and proud with my female life and freeedom and - thanks your common help here - I've learned to smile and to say "This is me - I'm Julia!".

As I've written these words in July 2009, some changes have happened: I've started my first careful steps outside with a little walk out of my house and since August also my legs are shaved - two important steps for me to feel more comfortable and to give Julia more life - and I'm happy having done all these little steps!

The year 2010 is almost over, so I think its time for some more news: Since summer 2010 also the other parts of my body are shaved, I'm regularly epilating my skin and the hormones worked perfect. With my yet grown breasts I'm very happy and I'm living and being Julia now almost all the time I'm in my "little castle". What 2011 may bring? I don't know, but Julia is living here and she will get more and more place in my life that I hopefully anytime soon can choose the way to public and start living Julia full time ...

Love & Hugs
Julia

Julia's Blog

Wonderful christmas time and happy holidays for all on PE!

Posted on December 22, 2012 at 9:09am 6 Comments

As its the last weekend before christmas I want to send to all of the wonderful ladies (and ftm-gentlemen of course!) my best wishes to you for a wonderful christmas (or whatever you celebrate ...) and for a happy holiday-time!

I wish and hope for all of us that we can go on with our way and hopefully have in 2013 many happy moments, changes and developments on our ways and that we hopefully can live as ourselves, if only for part-time or full-time.

At the same time last year…

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Thoughts for a long journey

Posted on November 13, 2012 at 8:42am 4 Comments

As yesterday Caroline was the lucky one to have her GRS - Congrats to her once again!!! - it made me think about the way(s) we all here have to go to become ourselves and the many things we have deal with on this our ways ... I'd like to write my thoughts in a little poem I want to send especially to Caroline!

 

Our way - our journey

At anytime in our life - whenever -…

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Accepting myself - becoming myself?

Posted on July 31, 2012 at 8:18am 1 Comment

Usually I'm not the member here to write a blog about all that's moving me, but otherwise certain changes in my thinking and my emotions have made me think about, that there is certainly for most of us at a certain time a point, when we suddenly notice that we have changed yet more than we have thought.

I'm not out now to the public but live as often as I can as myself as woman and I'm now 14 months on hormones. I have to admit, that - in a certain view back how I started in June 2011…

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The fear has gone, I've become selfconfident!

Posted on June 25, 2012 at 7:38am 3 Comments

Just a word before I start my thoughts, dear PE-sisters: You may wonder if my English sounds unusual to you or in case I use words you have other meanings for ... but as I'm from Germany, English will always keep a "foreign language" instead of a "mother language" for me ... Please excuse!

Since my last blog another year is over, a year filled for me with wonderful changes - and what's most important - with the experience that my fear to walk my way becoming myself has gone ... In…

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A beautiful vacation-week as Julia and surprising news ...

Posted on August 16, 2011 at 4:48pm 1 Comment

I just came back today from a 1-week-vacation in the bavarian mountains and simply can say it was A BEAUTIFUL JULIA-WEEK!!!!!

The great new experiences being able to be myself the whole day for almost all days in this week was the greatest joy i've had in this vacation. And it was important to learn by that way how to move and act in the knowledge and selfconfidence of being Julia was the most important success I could make in this week. To be myself is no longer just being at home in…

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At 9:35am on May 21, 2013, Maria T said…

Julia, Thanks so much for the birthday wish, Hug and kisses Maria

At 3:08am on May 21, 2013, Cora Zadora Chenowith said…

Thanks so much for the b'day greeting Julia. xxCora

At 7:51pm on May 17, 2013, Karen Jandro said…

danke Julia!

At 2:17am on May 17, 2013, Diane said…

Thank you Julia.  Starting this year, instead of adding a year on my birthday, I'm counting down. So this year, I'm 68 again instead of (gasp) 70. But nobody believes me when I tell them, especially when they see me playing with my grandkids, waterskiing and other things I still do. I'm still a kid at heart.  I've heard that age is a state of mind. I'm not sure how to upload a picture but if I could, you would see what I mean.  Anyway, thanks again for remembering my birthday.   Best, Diane.

At 7:33am on May 16, 2013, Erica Copeland said…

Dear Julia, thank you SO much for your birthday message luv!  I have noticed that you do this for everyone here which is very sweet of you and I have to admit I was looking forward to hearing from you today.  You are a special lady!  Wish we were closer.  Have a great day Julia, and thank you again! :)

At 9:26pm on May 12, 2013, Barbara Marie Davidson said…

Julia:  Thank you for the birthday greeting.  Yours  Marbara Marie 

At 12:31pm on May 10, 2013, Gidget Groendyk said…
thank you for the birthday wishes.. hugs
At 10:34am on May 9, 2013, Lili'uokalani said…

Thank you Julia for the kind birthday wishes!  Viktoria

At 9:36am on May 9, 2013, Shirley said…
Thank you Julia for the birthday wishes / Hugs from Shirley :)
At 10:14am on May 7, 2013, Trina in Indy said…

Hi Julia!

I hadnt been on here in a while but just saw your birthday message (from 2 months ago)  Im so sorry that I missed it before.  Thank you!!!  I hope that you are doing well and that we get to chat again soon.

Trina

 
 
 

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