"That's nice. I like it but I would have to ware something under it to feel safe. I prefer my dress to fall just below my nees
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Milestones
Started this discussion. Last reply by Erin Detty Apr 16. 4 Replies 0 Likes
What was the most special moment in your transition ? Mine was when I saw the woman in the women in the mirror, It felt so wonderful it sent shivers all the way down to my toes.I'll never forget…Read More
my resoning
Started Mar 20 0 Replies 0 Likes
to me there are 3 stages to transitioning (1) accepting that you must change (2)going on hormones to feminineize your body * this stage is where you become a transsexual,having both gender parts…Read More
Firearms stolen
Started Feb 27 0 Replies 0 Likes
I know that this is out of left field but it's related to a common concern . My home was broken into, my gun cabinet was broken into & all my weapons were stolen. The police said they couldn't…Read More
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Rebicca Ellen Ray commented on Janell Elynn Smith's blog post How tall are you and how do you feel about it?" I'm 67 inches & so is my partner.Some women are shorter others are taller so we all fit in somewhere."
Rebicca Ellen Ray liked Janell Elynn Smith's blog post How tall are you and how do you feel about it?Rebicca Ellen Ray replied to Ritulia Vakaraite's discussion Pretty dresses." I do love to feel the soft feel of a good dress about my legs. I just wish I could get rid of my spare tire,It spoils the effect."
Erin Detty replied to Rebicca Ellen Ray's discussion Milestones"I think just knowing its happening. I really can't think of a particular moment the whole experience has been exciting to say the least. "
Sam V. K. replied to Rebicca Ellen Ray's discussion Milestones"For me, I always knew who I was, so the moment of realization is not a moment for me.
My moment was, that sudden time in my life when I stopped caring weather or not people approve, when no longer let fear of losing my job, or my friends be a part…"
Rebicca Ellen Ray replied to Keira Z Bezrutch's discussion question about Testosterone levels" From what can see the range for us is 4-E for every T. That's a 4 to 1 ratio so I'm within range @ 5.5 T & 33.6 E & no I haven't had an orchiectomy."
Rebicca Ellen Ray commented on Michelle Wolf's blog post Again With The Trans Bathroom Issue"Sounds like a load of bull to me. The only way to know the dif. is to peak through a crack or run into someone who knew you as a male. If you feel female & act that way nobody should know the difference. The one time I slipped up & went into…"
Rebicca Ellen Ray replied to Kate Johnson's discussion Hello"Nice to meet you Kate I hope you find some others in your area but don't give up if you don't,sometimes we are not so lucky. I have to travel a long way to get to a meeting"
Rebicca Ellen Ray replied to Keira Z Bezrutch's discussion question about Testosterone levels" At my last lab my T was 5.5 & my E was 33.6. I've ben on hrt for about 6 years now & my primary said I was within range. I do wish my E was higher though."
Rebicca Ellen Ray commented on Joanna's blog post we've come a long way..."Thank God most of the dark ages are over & we're able to push for understanding & equality."
Nathine Tereana Goldenthal replied to Rebicca Ellen Ray's discussion Milestones"I have to agree with Helen, it is a rush the first time, and it progressively gets better.
Nathine"
HELEN BRADY replied to Rebicca Ellen Ray's discussion Milestones"I have had quite a few, but I think the most important was the Epiphany, the moment I finally realized after 72 years, that I was and always had been a female person in a mostly male body. I never lived another day as a pretend man."
Rebicca Ellen Ray posted a discussionMilestones
What was the most special moment in your transition ? Mine was when I saw the woman in the women in the mirror, It felt so wonderful it sent shivers all the way down to my toes.I'll never forget that moment.See More
Rebicca Ellen Ray commented on Janell Elynn Smith's blog post Bible and Homosexuality" The reason I see in the Bible was given as one of the reasons God distroyed Sodum & gamorow. Unnatural afections man for man ,woman for woman. But the new testament did away with the old so what does Jesus say ?"
Profile Information
- I am a:
- Male to Female Transgender Person
- I Express My Gender Variance:
- Full Time (Gender Marker Not Legally Changed)
- My Gender Status is:
- Aspiring Pre-op Transsexual (Completed 100% ALL prescribed requirements and recommendations per WPATH – My GRS date has been delayed due to health or financial reasons but is a goal I continue to work towards)
- I have undergone or been prescribed:
- Hormones
- Relationship Status:
- Married (Kids are Grown)
- I am interested in:
- Support Groups, Friends, Blogging, Chatting
- I am NOT interested in:
- Camming, Exchanging Pics, Smokers, Men, Admirers, Gays, Lesbians, Seeking Singles, Marriage, Swingers, Cross Dressers, Sissy’s, Fetishes, GNO's, Clubbing, Public Functions, Political Views, Religious Views
- About My Profession, Skills and Special Training:
- construction worker-disabled
- 100 Words About Me:
- I have ben stuck in the middle of gender without understanding for most of my life. Now that I understand the reason I want to complete the transhom to femail. I use the VA. My therapest DR., Sick have agreed that i'm readt for SRS. Littlerock VA even refered me to Faetville for surgery . When I didn't hear anything further I was told they didn't do srs. I'm still stuck in the middle.
Rebicca Ellen Ray's Blog
Feeling Bla !
Posted on January 27, 2013 at 10:51pm 6 Comments 1 Like
Ok everyone what do you do to help you feel better when your just plain down in the dumps Bla ?
Relax
Posted on January 11, 2013 at 9:32am 2 Comments 1 Like
I am constantly being told to take time out for myself & let things go. I try,a nice long soak in mt spa tub with bath oil beads & a good book used to do the trick but not lately. Anyone have any suggestions ? I desperately need a break from the stress. Ellen
New Outlook
Posted on January 4, 2013 at 1:37pm 5 Comments 1 Like
Don't think do ! For those of you with military experance this goes back to basic training. Instead of letting everything on my plate get to me I've decided to just do what I have to do & let the chips fall where they may. If I think of everything I have to deal with it overwhelms me,so I'm not going to think about it anymore. Hopefully this will help me cope with life a little better. Ellen
Tis the season
Posted on December 22, 2012 at 11:31am 8 Comments 2 Likes
I should feel good & there allot of reasons for me to feel great but I just don't. I mean, whats the use ? My wife is a great mental support but as she keeps reminding me she is dieing. I have to do everything & that takes more than I have. As for being the women I should have ben,I think it's become pointless. I just can't see a future where I can be happy. Maybe it's best that I die with my wife. It seems so Hopeless.....
Comment Wall (8 comments)
- At 6:06pm on October 21, 2011,
Lauren Elisabeth Tancyus said…
Ellen, thank you so much for the gift of your friendship!
hugs, Sherri
- At 10:44am on September 9, 2011,
Vicky said… - Greetings To You
My name is Vicky I gone through your
profile at and it is quite
interesting to me, so you can contact me with my
private email Here (apiavicky@yahoo.com)
I will give you my pictures from there and
tell you more about myself. so write me with
(apiavicky@yahoo.com)
From Vicky
- At 8:16pm on July 19, 2011,
Adeena Dawn Forrester said… - Happy Birthday!!!
- At 3:03pm on July 19, 2011,
Juli Hendrix said… - Happy Birthday Ellen!
Here's wishing that Ellen
gets lots of quality PINK TIME
out and about with her PINK SISTERS
and that her transition proceed at warp speed
and that she lives the life that she imagines
during this solar revolution!
***HUGS***,
Juli
- At 8:32pm on April 29, 2011,
Chloe Prince said… - Hi - Welcome to PINKessence! I'm the founder and would like to extend a warm *hug* and let you know I am here if you should have any questions.
-Chloe
- At 1:10pm on April 19, 2011,
Marsha M. Marsha said… - Welcome Ellen to PE. It is nice to have a fulltime woman join our compassionate and knowledgeable membership. Please peruse the site and become familiar with our many groups and forums which, along with the amazing people, make this the greatest among transgender support sites.
Hugs,
Marsha
- At 1:57pm on April 18, 2011, Juli Hendrix said…
- Hey Ellen!
Welcome to PINKessence!
My, you sure started off with a bang!
So many blog comments in your first 16 hours!
There is someone looking for a friend to hang with
in Litlte Rock who's also in Financial Limbo
who's also a member here, Michelle R Barbian.
She sometimes gets your way when she
visists Fayetteville, as there's a non-anal
chapter of Tri-Ess there that accepts her
with open arms and has other pre-ops.
Any questions, just lemme know!
***HUGS***,
Juli
- At 9:16pm on April 17, 2011,
Lana Moore said… - Hi Ellen... welcome, I'm so glad you're here! PINKessence is one of the largest and fastest growing social networks for women. Please make yourself at home and don't hesitate to contact me if you have any questions or concerns. ~Lana
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