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I am constantly being told to take time out for myself & let things go. I try,a nice long soak in mt spa tub with bath oil beads & a good book used to do the trick but not lately. Anyone have any suggestions ? I desperately need a break from the stress. Ellen
Don't think do ! For those of you with military experance this goes back to basic training. Instead of letting everything on my plate get to me I've decided to just do what I have to do & let the chips fall where they may. If I think of everything I have to deal with it overwhelms me,so I'm not going to think about it anymore. Hopefully this will help me cope with life a little better. Ellen
I should feel good & there allot of reasons for me to feel great but I just don't. I mean, whats the use ? My wife is a great mental support but as she keeps reminding me she is dieing. I have to do everything & that takes more than I have. As for being the women I should have ben,I think it's become pointless. I just can't see a future where I can be happy. Maybe it's best that I die with my wife. It seems so Hopeless.....